my daily reflections…

i cannot tell ya all fear has been resolved, nor can i tell ya all fear has been lifted in my daily life. my HP has not lifted basic human emotion from me; i am not an automaton. however, i have been taught healthy solutions when fear does come. the solutions i used in the days of doin my dirt were unhealthy and always led to more trouble. recovery has taught me how to try fer freedom from fear. ive learned to face it; to allow other means, rather than alcohol to face it. i get to reach out fer the intuition of my HP and communicate my fear to others learnin from their experience when i have none. courage comes from the strength and relationship i have with my HP. i need to recall how i turned to alcohol and the results provided. i then need to pray, askin fer His grace, and use the courage He, and this thing we do, has taught. these are constructive and healthy ways to manage what ive been blessed with. my early recovery was a very fearful time, from that fear, i learned. today i may still suffer from fear, but its my decision to let it linger. 1 day @ a time...