my daily reflections….

the pains of drinkin and the emotional turmoil it caused are reasons why i am sober today. learnin all the shit about myself in steps 4 - 9, the necessary prunin of joel, i was able to come to terms with areas of my life which needed an overhaulin. as ive hued away over the years the parts of me i needed to let loose of, and build the assets ive needed, ive been able to grow behaviorally, emotionally, psychologically, and spiritually. i cannot say the world around me cooperates, i wish it did. but i have learned life skills which help to promote my sobriety and holistic health. i couldve never had done this in the days of doin my dirt, i was too wrapped in self, ego, and pride. today, with the help of my HP, recovery, and the fellowship of this thing we do, i get to manage a healthy self-care regimen. 1 day @ a time...