my daily reflections…

i may have stopped usin alcohol as a means to an end for bafflin events in life but it does not mean my disease of alcoholism has taken a break. i am just as alcoholic as ive ever been without its use. selfishness, dishonesty, resentment, and fear are still characters that can create shortcomins which can hinder my daily life. in the days of doin my dirt, before my recovery began, the only resource i had become comfortable usin to soothe these emotions was, alcohol. recovery has provided different options available, if i choose to use em. as ive committed to stop the destruction of my life, instead of continuin to suffer, i choose to pray, discuss with another, and make amends if necessary. completin unremittin inventories today, when back in the past i would run and hide from any self-introspective look, has become a cornerstone to a foundation of healthy livin. 1 day @ a time…