my daily reflections…

through personal inventory i have been able to gain a level of humility that has allowed me to see that i am not right all the time so that i may persevere daily. i have learned that i am not the only person in a room full of people. learnin the emotional, psychological, & spiritual maladys that drove me to exclusiveness & self-righteousness was essential in understandin that i am not always right and am frequently wrong. personal inventory showed me that it is ok that i can be wrong and do not have to know everythin. these findins allowed me to open my mind to the possibility that humility may be somethin that can help me. as i continued to learn more about myself, i also began to understand that others, those whom i felt had harmed me in the past, may have also had some of the illness that i suffered from. revelations that gave me the wisdom to understand that tolerance of others, and most importantly, myself, could help me to new impartiality when it came to my emotional, psychological, & spiritual growth within. these inner consciousnesses helped me to change action, behavior, & thinkin, which had the effect of me becomin someone that could actually be anothers friend after i had begun to love, and like, who i was. learnin how to be content with self, enabled me to surrender & become content with others and their points of view, actions, & behaviors. ive learned that i no longer have to justify my actions or reactions to outer or inner stimuli that cause me to wonder why i am not feelin right within. with an unshakable faith, i can fill my thoughts each day with all that is harmonious & good, beautiful & endurin, by startin each day with prayer & meditation. im not ever gonna be perfect, nor is anybody else; imperfections are a part of life i must accept. i dont have to try to control and organize the world outside of me or the feelins within with unhealthy objectives that become so subjective not even i can live up to em. when i focus & clarify my intentions, i get to let my unbalanced intentions go. the clearer i become about what i want or what my expectations are, the easier it will be to recognize & enjoy em when they come my way. gradually gettin rid of the secret shame that causes me to act out of anger & vindictiveness opens the door for me to gain the true tolerance i seek in others and myself. true tolerance starts with me and character buildin & growth come from my ability to persevere, forgive, & love unconditionally. 1 day @ a time....