my daily reflections…

with meditation i get to feel and learn the answers that help me live my life daily. though i may not like what i feel i must do to sustain a healthy balanced life, i have grown to understand that it is what i must do to move forward. my goals today are to move forward and sometimes that forward movement means that i must do things that may make me feel uncomfortable, but in the end are a step from my darkness into a sunlight that is endurin, sometimes fearful, and often times unknown. i need to share my problems with my HP to find my solutions through meditation. when i am honest, open-minded, and willin, i get the opportunity to change behavior, attitude, and thinkin habits. usin faith i get to begin to trust the answers i receive from meditation, practicin and doin what i receive and perceive to be the next right action, behavior, and thought. meditation gives me freedom to move into areas of my life that i once could not because of the fear of seein the true reality of what and who i am. as i let negative, self-induced fear go, optimism flows, hope grows, and i begin to live with a positive mindset. meditation allows me to help secure a relationship with my HP. as mentioned prior, trust grows as the faith blindly given from me, and the works i do from that vital time of listenin, happen as i live forward. i get to feel like i am bein an effective member of society growin the confidence i need to continue to work with my HP, others, and myself. i get to face my realities without the aid of material, financial, false self-reliance, fantasy, and ego, growin my spirituality as i interact and practice what ive learned through meditation, with others throughout my day. i get to carefully look around today and notice how im connected to others, rather than how im separate. i get to feel the freedom of negative terminal uniqueness, and learn from the objective, and sometime subjective, ideals of anothers dreams and use what they offer to help me complete my own. i can walk on a path with the heart of others, which benefit my own life. with the spiritual awareness meditation brings, i get to consider, surrender, and accept truths i once could not. good, positive, healthy self-sufficiency, and confidence become available as the reconciliation of humility grows within me as i bask in the sunlight of spiritual awareness. 1 day @ a time...