I'm with Shane Ardito. I started cutting in middle school, and later I drank my mouthwash at school in my mid-teens and I got dizzy, but no one knew for years that I was underage drinking because I hid it so well, and I stopped drinking for many years; however, by high school, I was still doing junk like sniffing, cutting, skipping meals and wanting to die. I drank some mouthwash in Spring 2020 in the middle of the night because of junk from work from a sex addict named Nick. I am a mental health webmaster of EMSM. I have a cat, a hamster, and four chickens. I enjoy helping people feel better and I've been trying to help people in mental health for years. I know recovery takes time, so if I seem a bit off, I could be me more than you. We are all fighting something; one step at a time. Together, we make magic happen: recovery. What makes me awesome? *empathy*caring*patience*compassion* - Smiley (207) 250-0614