my daily reflections…

i have learned through recovery that the best way for me to grow is to be of service to others, buildin them up, instead of self. when i do this consciously, i subconsciously build a better image of myself. spiritual awareness teaches me to be more humble, givin others the recognition they deserve, rather than tryin to build up a false image of self. each mornin, i have a time of prayer & meditation before i even start my day or go out into the world. durin that time i ask my HP how i may best live the spiritual readins i have read so i may be the best person i can be that day. helpin those who are in need of the gift i have received is an action i do throughout each day usin the spiritual principles and intuition i have received through my mornin meditations. tryin to make a person better through criticism does them, nor me, any good. i aint tryin to say i have never done this, and sometimes when full of self, i still do, im just tryin to communicate that when i do, i try to identify it and make the appropriate amends without bein servile or fallin into martyrdom. helpin others means i give of self, what ev it may be without causin others, or myself, harm. tryin my best to live my HPs will, i get to give others what He has blessed me with. i get to try to let Him live through me without the filter i have the ability to use, like He uses others to communicate to me. when i use faith, my spiritual awareness lets me see how He lets me see the spirituality in others so i may be as positive and creative as i believe He would have me be for them and myself. offerin an unconditional forgiveness and love is how i perceive my HP would have me be. there is a goodness in the world and i want to be a part of that goodness. within my wonderful world, i have found freedom from my fatal obsession. i can use that liberty to help those who still may suffer and those who may not even know anythin about alcoholism or addiction. its truly an amazin adventure when i remain humble. 1 day @ a time...