https://www.youtube.com/w... I make a lot of questionable decisions. I am not adept at setting healthy boundaries. I repeatedly hurt others. Every day, it is a choice and some days that choice is harder than others. As a good friend told me, challenge is often the best part of life. I agree, and at the same time, I want to keep that challenge at a level that I can handle. I don't want to jump situation to situation, constantly seeking the first cold refreshment of another's words. When I'm at the point of questioning my sanity, I have to go to what I know to be true. Today, that choice tells me goodbye to some dreams and hello, again, to my true north; the yellow two story house 8 miles south of my parents farm that has been abandoned for years and beckons me in every time I drive by, on my way to Mum's coulee (the most magical place on earth). I feel peace again, thinking of these two things so close to me yet that are not mine. Someday though.
