my daily reflections…

for me to deny today the power of God in my life would be straight up story tellin. not only has the relationship i have built with my HP grown since my time in recovery began, but my interest in seein the works that happen around me as i live my life daily have also increased. this relationship and the awareness of the world around me have opened my heart to the willingness to hear his intuitive voice within. decipherin his guidance from within and the committee of geniuses that are always chatterin away in my head, has gotten much easier as my spiritual experience has evolved. often times it aint even the intuitive voice im hearin, but rather, a feelin within that guides me toward action. i reckon that presence within has always been there, i just chose not to listen to it most of the time because it never felt like much fun. today i do listen to it, and i do feel it. and more times than not, it is right. thats how i know it aint that committee i was speakin of a few sentences ago. keepin my awareness on what i am doin in each moment, has been a gift, a sure freedom. havin been able to be cognizant of this relationship with my HP, i have also learned how to appreciate the relationship i have with myself, loved ones, fellow workers, friends, and acquaintances. as i grow toward tryin to understand the inner nudgin of my HP, ive gotten used to the help, the cooperation, the moral support, and the love i get to receive from it. it helps me strengthen and grow the relationships ive mentioned. the unexpected inner resource helps me to live each day with humility, piece of mind, happiness, gratitude, and honesty. this all flows outward from me toward others. funny how a simple smile cast upon another can often times bring a sense of affinity. today, with that inner resource i get to have choices, a new life rich and full of promise. i get to pack my bags and move out of my past into a present filled with hope. its simple today, i cant do Gods will my way, this inner resource is ALWAYS there when i need it. 1 day @ a time...