my daily reflections…

i can only assume i may be like many other aa’s. the idea that there are really no leaders in this thing we do is most def an attractin feature. and i do understand how there does need to be special workers to help move the fellowship along. the democracy i find in this thing we do is unrivaled in any other group ive ever been associated with. ruled by a true group conscious, the fellowship is only guided by a God of the groups conscious understandin. the only real requirement is a desire to not drink again. if i can manage to move forward in my personal program of recovery i may decide to clean house, trust God, and help others, but there again, that is my own affair. if i was to say there are no people in the fellowship i dont look to when im havin difficulty, id be a straight liar. as i may reach out to those who have, what i may perceive as, quality recovery, their length of time is of little importance. it is, fer me, the quality of the recovery i see em livin each day. it is my hope, i too carry a quality of recovery which others may deem an attraction, helpful to em. 1 day @ a time...