my daily reflections…

today i get to work toward a responsible life rather than ignore it with fear as the backbone fer not approachin it, or dealin with it. recovery has taught me to not shoot from the hip, but fairly inspect whatever it is and make adjustment to my response as needed. ive learned through recovery my greatest enemies are resentment, jealousy, envy, frustration, and fear. ive learned to allow a pause, when agitated or doubtful, and ask fer the right thought or action. it is a willingness to make a change fer the better, and shoulder whatever responsibility this entails. i dont have to live as in the days of doin my dirt, causin more harm than any good. i reckon, as i weed through the garden of life, gettin my hands dirty, this may be growth in my behavioral, emotional, psychological, and spiritual life through introspective personal inventory, courage, enthusiasm, and humility. 1 day @ a time..