my daily reflections…

when i first came into the rooms i was a mess and worried about er’thang. soon, as i had stopped creatin all the chaos that was around me, things began to settle a lil bit. lookin forward at the 12 steps i seen a monstrous hurdle ahead of me. i had come to learn the steps in the days they were incepted, were done very quickly. i was in no mood to do any of it quickly. my sponsor in his unique wisdom, suggested i only do what i thought would help me. as i began slowly, i could sense an urgency arise within. again, my sponsor calmed me. he said it didnt have to be done all at once. he merely said, keep an open mind. just try it fer 30 days, if it doesnt work go back to the shit ya were doin before. no matter the circumstance i face, when i use the idea of an open mind combined with patience and humility, puttin 1 foot in front of the other, even as i may stumble, i do not fall. today im still takin it easy with the 12 steps & traditions. btw, im still doin this lifelong task. 1 day @ a time...