my daily reflections…

it was explained to me that surrenderin my self-will should be a rather easy process. i was told much to my objection that i had already done it fer most of my drinkin days with alcohol, that through my involvement with my alcoholism i had surrendered to its every whim. of course, at 1st i thought this was just plain crazy until i had actually sat down and processed this information. i had surrendered to it; my alcoholism had become my master. after long thought i decided what i had been told was right. then is when i made the decision to try & let an HP be somethin in my life that i would follow and let it be my guide fer life. i was apprehensive at 1st because i had all the ideas of what i had been taught as a child floatin in my head. my sponsor then told me, “it is your conception joel, no one elses but yours”. today i surrender my self-will in many different ways daily, it is what i need to do to live happily. keepin faith that my HP has me in His hands at every turn i take. 1 day @ a time…