my daily reflections…

i can say this, i dont live the spiritual principles of recovery in my life all the time. there are times when my self-will takes control over my better senses. conformin to the way of recovery can be difficult sometimes. when these times come, they usually do not last very long. the ideas and concepts i have learned in recovery start to remind me, through the clouded haze of self-determination, why and what i am tryin to do. change comes when i actively put forth the teachins of a better way of life. in all reality, what i want fer myself is a better lifestyle. recovery provides that better lifestyle fer me. my HP has graced me with a better life, it would be rather foolhardy fer me to deny it and move back into the misery of the past. love fer others and myself keeps me from returnin to the darker days before recovery. 1 day @ a time…