my daily reflections…

throughout my life i could always sense an inner province compellin me in one way or another. whether i followed that intuition was another story. because of my, want, to do as i wished, i rarely did what ev that voice within provoked because it was not what i wanted. bein as human as i am, i always did what i thought was best for me. see, “best for me”, is what i just mentioned. the big book says selfishness and self-centeredness caused me to live in constant dishonesty, resentment, and fear. but i could not see it. those naturally given desires caused me emotional deformities, i could not live past. my personal moral inventory showed me all kinds of character faults and shortcomins i had lived in pursuit of happiness and inner peace of mind. how couldve i ever known i would ever let these God given passions destroy my life and the lives of those around me? recovery taught me that i could overcome these faults if i stopped followin my own will and started listenin to that inner conscious of good within. i learned it was my HP beckonin me to do the next right thing. this meant i had to use the simplest form of humility, which was so uncommon to me; in order to recover i had to uncover. as this mornins readin says, experience is the best teacher. 1 day @ a time...