my daily reflections…

this mornins readin brings memories of times when my self-will had caused me to withstand the consequences of my poor thinkin, decisions, and action. they were times i had been steamrolled into acceptin a whole humble pie, whether i wanted it or not. and typically, it turned my tail between my legs, causin me to either react even worse than before or isolate myself so i could drink the fear away. today i aint gotta suffer those times unless i totally lose my shit and commit egregious acts of self. recovery has taught me how to properly manage those emotions when they come. today i get to find peace in humility. it is a conviviality, companionship, and colorful imagination. it is release from care, boredom, and worry. it is joyous intimacy with friends and a feelin that life is good. it is a feelin ive done somethin fer others, without want fer reward or return. it is an altruistic action which brings the full implications of serenity within. it allows me to be open to my HPs direction and grace. 1 day @ a time...