my daily reflections…

growin up throughout my latter teen age years and well into my early 30s, i felt there was nobody around to rely on other than myself. with this idea and seemin misguided understandin, i was held unhappy by my own self-reliance. sure, there were people around me to go to, but experience had shown me and taught me, they may give me what i need, but not what i selfishly wanted. i may have thought i was a humble person, but as ive learned through recovery, lack of self-honesty, tolerance, and true love of self and others, kept it at bay. and of course, when im only thinkin of me, i block any communication with anybody or anythin from happenin. learnin the gift of humility gave me the desire to, not only want, but feel a need for these basic human, natural, emotions. honesty, tolerance, true love of others and self, permitted me to open the channel i needed to have with my HP. as i continue to seek my HPs will, the basic ingredient of humility continues to grow within. 1 day @ a time...