my daily reflections…

before my recovery began i never thought much about emotional health. though i may have known of character like humility, it was never somethin i ever gave too much thought too. what i can recall is the feelin of it after gettin my ego handed back to me through any series of senseless, or even better called, selfish, behavior, action, or spoken word. the feelins of shame, remorse, or guilt, seem readily available. i did not know how to change those results in the days of doin my dirt. recovery had me look squarely at these times, circumstances, and situations that caused me self-induced harm within. with an honest look at em, guidance from my sponsor while doin so, and courage, strength, and faith in somethin greater than i, ive learned how to use, as i perceive, the nourishin ingredient of humility to live toward the inner healthy emotional solution of serenity. 1 day @ a time...