my daily reflections…

when i honesty took a look, through inventory, with my sponsor as a guide, at the life i had lived while doin my dirt, i couldve easily said, “hey man, damn, was i ever lucky”! and to say there wasnt any luck involved in some of the outcomes wouldnt be story tellin, coz, maybe there was. what my sponsor pointed out was how God may have had a hand on me. if i was to stop with pride or ego, be open-minded, and willin, how could i oppose such a suggestion? it became clear, any of those, “damn, was i ever lucky”, moments, had little to do with how i lived through such tragic and self-endangered events. after more conference with my sponsor, and deeper digs into my inventory, i began to see just how truly blessed i had been. of course, as this mornins readin suggests, my attitude and thought of my HP changed. i got to begin bein grateful for what i had lived through. this gratitude and thankfulness continues to evolve and grow as i live my recovery. 1 day @ a time...