my daily reflections…

ive felt that proud assumption of bein destined a channel of savin grace for everybody. what ive learned from that experience is that i only set expectations of self which set me up for failure, i.e., ego and false pride. this doesnt mean i cannot live in such a manner that i live, what i perceive, is my HPs will or do the actions and behaviors i feel He wants me to live. it just means i do not take credit for it. i desire to live with a bearin such that those who still suffer may see my personality and lifestyle as an attractant. now, i understand the program of recovery i choose to live is not a cure all, or anythin anybody may choose to live, but i can at least continue to live the way i perceive my HP wants me to. what hasnt worked for me didnt work, what has worked for me has. im blessed today to have a solution away from the pollution. humility has provided me the awareness of these facts. 1 day @ a time...