my daily reflections…

anger, frustration, emotional insecurity, loss of peace of mind, indifference, disappointment, jealousy, misery, or mistrust, any of the emotions which drove my self-righteousness and self-centeredness were emotions others may have felt coz of my behavior, action, or words against em. it did not matter to me as long as i got what i wanted from whoever they were or whatever it was. recovery showed me how the same emotions i had felt, others may have felt too, when i did what i did to em. back then, i could not see it, nor did i care if i, did. i knew what i had to do to overcome the emotional, mental, or physical harm, another slug from the whiskey jug. if others would do as me, no matter what i did to em, it wouldnt really matter would it? and even after all this, deep within, the shit i did to others weighed heavy on me. i knew what i did, but ego and pride would never allow me to fess up to em that i knew. now is the time to face these facts. 1 day @ a time...