my daily reflections…

its been my personal experience, and by watchin others, i cannot continue to receive a daily reprieve if i dont maintain my spiritual condition. by my own admission, before this time in recovery, i failed to keep contact with my HP and followed my self-will thinkin i could save myself from the alcoholic pit; i failed. ive watched others do as i have done and they too, just as i, failed. i aint sayin i dont get tired, i aint sayin i dont get wore out, coz i do. but just as i may experience exhaustin behavioral, emotional, psychological, and spiritual weariness, i know my alcoholism is sittin in the background doin push-ups, pull-ups, and sit-ups, just waitin for any complacency on my behalf. chillin, thinkin ive done the work, and then lettin up, aint a way for me to stay sober and livin a life in this thing we do. prior accomplishments will not keep me receivin the promises of recovery. if i want to keep what i got, i must never stop doin what ive done to get it and remember to give it all away. 1 day @ a time...