my daily reflections…

today i get to love myself. though there are characters and shortcomins i must continue to improve and develop to be better, i get to practice solutions and refine facin myself. in the days of doin my dirt i could not honestly do this, i lacked the faith in somethin greater than i, other than alcohol. my disease of alcoholism would always make my prideful look away somethin better than the look within. i did not know, or understand, how to manage or deal with what i would see. mannin up meant takin another slug from the whiskey jug, not facin the fear of what i may possibly see within. i do not lack the courage or faith today to see what makes me behave, feel within, think, or believe in. as i persevere, the more my willingness to face myself grows, the more my honesty, confidence, humility, and integrity evolves and grows. 1 day@ a time...