my daily reflections…

fear is most def an activator for me. especially when it touches somethin within i have not or do not want to face. when outside, unexpected, aggression is sensed within me, my natural desire for fight or flight steps right up and i want to enact an exact response. whether by word, behavior, or action, i want to defend my ego and pride. self-will tells me to protect my character in any way possible. i cannot allow anyone to find out about me, or think they have the upper hand on me. here is where recovery has taught me to curb rashness. i have learned to stop, if only for a couple seconds, assess whats been presented, pray, listen to the intuitive thought i perceive may be my HP, and react with a clear mind, and kind, mindful tongue. curbin rashness is the perseverance for the acid test of my recovery. 1 day @ a time…