my daily reflections…

my self-will is the only barrier between communication with my HP and me. surely i can pray all day and all night for the shit i want, even receive the intuitive thought my HP provides, likened or not, but still be bull headed in puttin the solution to practice. ive learned through this thing we do a measure of humility. ive learned through this thing we do a measure of the ills of my ego or pride. and ive learned how honesty, open-mindedness, and willingness can provide me with the sanity to live through lifes chaos. but sometimes, i want what i want when i want it. this mentality blocks me from the rightful behavior of doin what i know is the next right thing. oft times i need to dig deep within, surrender, accept, and let go and let God. the power to keep the willingness to conduct His will must be somethin that i strive to attain daily. 1 day @ a time…