my daily reflections…

the only thing that keeps me from any spiritual connection, spiritual awareness, or communication with my HP is my self-will, ego, and sense of exaggerated pride. i aint tryna say i know better than my HP, coz past, honest and accurate as possible personal moral inventory, has proved how such a cavalier mentality can be the case. what ive learned in my time of recovery is how prayer and meditation are the only way i get to keep a clear line and beneficial correspondence with my HP, developin a relationship of trust and confidence. when i am struck with the will to enact my wants, it is a clear indication that the humility ive worked so hard at developin has somehow been thought better of. and in short time, i feel the sting of lost integrity. today i live for the safety net prayer and meditation, my interaction in the relationship ive cultivated and matured with my HP, is somethin i can rely upon, and trust in, to ensure a healthy holistic connection with God. 1 day @ a time…