my daily reflections…

a vital part of my recovery today is the ability to find solutions for problems that arise in my life. whether they are brought on by outside sources or from obsessive and insecure emotions within, admittin where i may be wrong is a strength that my HP provides, through Him, that overcome my fear, control, and ego. i need prayer and meditation so that i can ask and listen to my HP to help me gain surrender, healin, tolerance, doubt, acceptance, and overcome resentment. with meditation i get to have faith, trust, peace of mind, forgiveness, and love flow into my heart, these are emotions i cannot receive from material shit outside of me. when i give up and let God, i get to affirm, feel, and understand how courage exacts the grantin of peace of mind over fear. crucial to a daily inventory and admittin wrongs as soon as i realize em, that peace is given when i set healthy boundaries that give me limits to lessen pain and sufferin. by validatin and payin attention to myself, i get to take care of me so i can identify healthy boundaries or limits that need to be set. with and open mind, positive solutions to my obsessive focus on me and my problems are found and i get to see the solutions my HP offers as i ask Him for guidance through prayer and listen for His response through meditation. i get to hear and understand how the solutions lie within the problems themselves. when i cannot, it is a clear indication that i am cut off from what my HPs will is and i struggle with my spiritual malady, not feelin or allowin myself to be taught how to overcome my personal problems. courtesy, kindness, justice, forgiveness, and love are the keynotes by which i may come into harmony with myself and practically anybody. there are so many more positive attributes to a daily inventory and admittin my wrongs, but with simple, and sometimes not so easy action, i get to change my behavior and thinkin, learnin how patience with self helps me to become a better person. it is perseverance in action. 1 day @ a time...