my daily reflections…

spiritual awareness allows me to see the work my HP does in my life. when i am in doubt, all i have to do is look around me at the reality that surrounds me. i get to see the bad and the good which i have the opportunity to be involved in. sometimes its all overwhelmin. sometimes its a joyful look into the ease of choice on which path i can walk. sometimes its so very confusin. its why i need to have a healthy relationship with my HP. i would be a liar if i was to say that outside sources dont influence how i feel within or how i view myself. it is why the rapport i keep with my HP is crucial to me. i can use what recovery has taught me to rid myself of self-pity and find confidence in His guidance. spiritual awareness lets me think about what is happenin around me so i can make decisions based on the knowledge ive found within about the person i am and want to be. i can accept whats goin on around me because i have accepted the boundaries i have set for myself and trust them by virtue of havin already tested them. ive been given an assurance that the strength and courage i need has prepared me for some valuable work in my life. self-assurance and self-acceptance are strengthened when i look at the situations i may have had trouble with in the past and can clearly pick out how God was there doin for me what i could not. i can trust that when im bewildered, He has a design for me whether i can sense or see it myself. i can be confident and take a healthy sense of pride into the world because i can acknowledge that i can live through tough times and good times and make the memories that create wisdom for future knowledge. these experiences help me form self-acceptance and self-assurance in healthy ways that are beneficial to me and others. trust and faith in Him allow for balanced and sane trust and faith in self. i have the power to choose my thoughts and moods. i have the capacity to make decisions which prove to myself what He will continue to do in my life with hope. i can employ my mental faculties with assurance, for after all God gave me a brain to use. my thought-life will be placed on a much higher plane when my thinkin is cleared of wrong motives and i can accept me for me. 1 day @ a time...