my daily reflections…

as big headed as i like to be today, as much as i think i may have found answers to my problems, i can never become complacent. spiritual awareness demands that i maintain a contact with my HP. it demands that the faith i have in my HP continues to grow as hope becomes a willin asset to my character. usin faith, keepin the contact with God as a source of healin, i get to remain humble and grow in integrity and brotherly love. intuition or inspiration is an awesome feelin to be aware of, especially when i use either, or both, as incentives or exercises for inner growth and service toward others. not always do i receive the intuition or inspiration immediately after prayer or meditation. sometimes i must be patient and wait. sometimes it comes through the people i interact with in my day. sometimes its brought to me as i go through an event or situation in my day. it can come at any time, even a day or a week later than i planned. when ev i receive it isnt up to me. its a plan, i perceive, by my HP, that i get it in His time, not mine. the important thing for me to do is live with as much dignity and grace as i can, remainin calm and takin it easy. gettin uptight or impatient, does not help me receive anythin. even as i may struggle in my time of restraint or self-control, i get to learn. as i follow Gods design for the day, awaitin His sense of Divine Intent, i can practice life accordin to the guidance ive already received. the rhythm of life, of my recovery, isnt as i plan it, it is as He plans. intuition and inspiration are gifts i get to look forward to. i have met many people since my recovery has begun, and even before, that have never gotten the opportunity to live either gift, as they perceive them. spiritual recovery or health while movin toward fullness in life as i leave behind my old learnin and habits, because they were lethal, will continue when i am open with myself and others. workin with a new way of life, promotes self-confidence and an ability to hear and understand the intuition and inspiration thats meant for me. when i try to control my thinkin, ive already lost control. alcoholic thinkin has three stages: impulsive, compulsive, repulsive. when sobriety has lost its priority, i cannot be happy the program exists. when i let go, i get to grow in spiritual awareness. 1 day @ a time...