idk if i hit the last bottom ill have when i came into the rooms this last time. i do know that it was purdy fuckin bad. it struck me hard enough to make me wanna try to practice this recovery program. when i came into the rooms i didnt know if what the program...
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for me to deny today the power of God in my life would be straight up story tellin. not only has the relationship i have built with my HP grown since my time in recovery began, but my interest in seein the works that happen around me as i live my life daily have also...
when i honestly look at the past i created i get scared, i dont want to see it. it arises memories and emotions that i want to forget about. they hurt me and make me want to clam up and shut down. they are intimidatin and make me feel the self-pity and shame that want...
one of the reasons i write these every day is because i have seen others who did not take their alcoholism seriously, thinkin they had learned enough, or their alcoholism was so strong they couldnt submit, go on to the bitter end. idk if i was born an alcoholic, but i do know that over...
its always been one of the hardest things for me to do, accept self. without this seemingly simple exercise, i am unable to see beyond me, my circumstances, or out toward others. when i am bound to unacceptance of self, nothin stands a chance of gainin it. it seemed i always turned my unacceptance of...
if there is only one thing in my recovery, i have done perfectly it is the admission to others, my HP, and most importantly, self, that i am an alcoholic, powerless over the certain unmanageability it causes within my life. what makes me successful in this admission is the fact that i havent taken one...
even if i was to say i struggled with the idea of understandin that i was an alcoholic way before i entered the rooms, and even after i had, i didnt fully understand until i went through “more about alcoholism” in the big book with my sponsor. obviously before i came into the rooms i...
https://youtu.be/YiDpIaXQDrI With Love from a suburban area, about two hours outside of Philadelphia, PA, I bring your Recovery Resources from the State of Texas. We are all Connected. Without further ado, I present the *Basic Text of Narcotics Anonymous: https://www.recoverytexas… We will be reading the first three chapters & then writing a journal on here,...
i dont know today what the exact act of Providence caused me to make the final act of desperation and honestly reach out for help was. maybe it was a culmination of things, loss of relationships, loss of employment, loss of home, loss of dignity, idk. what i can recall is bein so defiant while...
https://youtu.be/YiDpIaXQDrI So… babe came in to interrupt this blog post too, because I was yelling at my computer screen, which was glitching. Babe is concerned about males in the rooms getting too friendly with me. Because I told babe the other day that if this relationship ended, I was holding a space to figure out...