i currently work in the HVAC industry. while im at work i focus on the needs of customers as far as their concerns to what their specific problems pertainin to HVAC are. its what i know best while im at work. while at work im still extremely focused on my personal recovery but i dont...
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the emotional pains of growin up followed me well into my recovery. i could always feel somethin within not quite right but could never put a finger on what or why. as i grew up into my 20s and 30s, i found alcohol did what i needed it to do to squash the uneasy emotions...
continued growth means i persevere in the practice of self-searchin. as i continue to live my life in recovery i evolve in understandin of self and the spiritual awareness my HP helps me experience. it is with this understandin and awareness i get to progress away from obsession, compulsion, and powerlessness. im able to efflorescence...
the over confidence of my youth carried me a long way into my mid-30s. it didnt seem anybody, or anythin, could mount any kind of blitz to throw me off guard. as my alcoholism, ever so exquisitely subtle, matured within, my thirst for answers with which i could not unearth, had me relyin upon alcohol...
for me, self-honesty has lead to perseverance, without it, i am unable to move forward in my recovery. self-honesty is a character strength which becomes a virtue creatin morality and integrity. as this mornins daily suggests, it is a main taproot which can spring me forward to a life practiced with courage. my ability to...
recovery has shown me how to open my mind beyond self. ive learned how to not make excuses for my behavior, but livin in fear damn near all the days of doin my dirt, had me closin my mind, because if anybody else knew me, theyd get me. today i want to be different than...
when i keep my eyes trained above the horizon of myself; i get to see infinite possibilities for spiritual growth. it is through the daily maintenance of my spiritual condition i get to live to better effect. this daily tune-up contains mornin prayer and meditation, thoughtful introspective healthy analysis, and a willingness to help others...
i have gained much understandin in my recovery. anythin that has ever been anythin good for me has taken me time to acquire. whether it be college degrees, employment skills in mechanical engineerin, or even recovery. each of these personal successes were not just handed over, each took years of practice to be able to...
i reckon i wouldnt be human if i didnt subject myself to the juicy narrative of a tale handed down and rolled around for a while, gettin juicier as it went from one to another. bein human, this type of talk has personal benefits for me. each of these pleasures, malicious glee, smugness, a feelin...
over and over, throughout the Big Book, constructive review of self, thoughtfully introspective self-examination, prayer, and meditation, are expressed to help remind me my disease of alcoholism isnt a one and done affair. it provides me with ample sound reasonin why a strategic foresight for continued holistic health is essential in maintainin my personal program...