https://www.youtube.com/w... Happy Birthday to me! 3:28 am and I am wide awake, weird considering I only got a few hours of sleep and I usually run on 8-10 a night. It's a Mac Miller/Ariana Grande kind of vibe this morning. Yesterday I may have entrenched an even deeper wound between one of my older sisters and I, by talking with too much venom. That's a concept I'm struggling with lately; what to do with anger? Justifiable or not, it's there, and where should it go? I can not present it to all people and expect them to try and live with it yet I must live with their emotions? What's with that? Either way, venom is unacceptable and I should know better. I can only control my actions. As long as I tried my best, did I really fail? That's up for debate. I will apologize for speaking out of turn, but not for being who I am. No good apology should include a "but." As you can see, I am very back and forth on the whole thing. If this blog doesn't make sense, I'm sorry. Feel free to send me a message if there's anything you want to talk about or just need someone to listen to you!
